That's a good question. I exactly don't know. I suppose it is my age. I'm nearly 22 and somehow I see some things different in my life. My believe in god is back again and this makes me really happy. In the past years, I hadn't much luck and I was really dissatisfied with my life. But now it's over, only my personal problems are still here. But every human has these problems, so I'm not the only one ;D. My target in this year is to find myself again...my new self of course. So I have to change my habits a bit ;) For me the new important thing in my life is religion, because it is time for that and I'm finally ready for it. I think it is time to pray again. My last pray is long ago, so let's be devout again. Things can only get better...